We will see what I come up with today

I am in real count down mode now.  After Monday since my appointment is at nine will be busy.  This doctor being new to me, may want to try other options.  I think I am going to  have to have an MRI.  Hopefully the x-rays will be enough from  Reckmeyer.  Joes cold is better and he is much easier to live with.  I am doing everything I can to keep from catching it now.  If I have to have surgery I hope they schedule with in a few days.Tarryteere.  I wish you both could get this stuff over with.  We can’t  really afford it on the insurance I have .  Last night I was dozing off in the chair and Joe woke me up and said it was time for me to wake up and go to bed  If I doze it is right around 9 and he leaves me alone until then. He nearly shouts at me. At any rate,  I sit there for a minute and then get my feet on the floor.  I always stand for a minute to get stabilized .  I took some step and it was like one leg was giving out, and I have had this happen before I just kept on hippity hopping and that was scary.  Then it came out of it. by the time I got to the kitchen,  I guess the knee decided too behave.

The weatherman said there should be nice, unusually nice for the temps we normally have in Jan.

My youngest son in Texas  will be 50 Febr. 2nd.  At least I think it is 50.  I have always sent him a card or emailed him but did not last year.  I am tired of of him sending the card back to me , unopened.  I often wonder how we could be so close and then more than miles away.  He claims I have turned against him and his kids.  That is the farthest of the truth.  I talk to his kids on FB.  He  was not raised  to be nasty to anyone.  I guess he thought Mom was easy pickings, when they were going  through the divorce I supported him and felt bad that it came to that.