I am among the living

Now lets see what I can come up with. I thought I changed the script and I did at least on here..  My 2 sons got together about building a railing, for the porch. steps and needless to say Joe is mad.  There was a bit more to what happened the day I fell.  Things just  need not be said  that is to personal or to hurtful but with Joe’s attitude toward the whole incident I think is how he is raised. but my kids think he should blame me less or anyone but himself.  They  always have stood by Joe and maybe not liked some things but kept their mouths shut.  It is hard for him to ever say in a round about way or straight out  he should never have said certain things.  We all do it and my answer is I am sorry, I need not have expressed it  that way.  I have never heard Joe say “I am sorry if I hurt your feelings”.  He tells me not to tell him thank you when he brings me something or does something  for me.  Well I am sorry but I will continue to say it because that is the way I was taught.  I am banged up and the eye is turning different shades of red, pink and blue plus black.  I can’t use my right hand unless I have my right hand and  wrist wrapped..  It hurts to bad..  My foot is now black and my pelvic hip area hurts when I walk.  Also other  parts of my anatomy hurt so I will not say where.